Tuesday, June 08, 2010

not worth the time :P

He had been ignoring it. He realised it as soon as he paid attention to it. The sound had been faintly audible, in short bursts, for a while now. But he had subconsciously chosen to ignore it. Not any more, though mostly drowned out by the general noise of music, traffic et al., this faint jarring noise annoyed him the most. So he set down to investigate.
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They both were like two 16th century armies facing each other, ready for attack from either side of a vast field. His artillery was just waiting for the opportune moment to strike. The other side had a different kind of weapon, a hidden one.
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What a load of rubbish .. what was I even trying to write! If I was writing on paper like in olden times instead of typing on this laptop, I would have torn off the sheet, crumpled it into the tiniest ball possible and thrown it as far as possible, even hoping that it hit and annoy someone on its way to oblivion. That's because, whatever words and sentences I manage to manufacture seem pathetic. Ironically, I am writing this post to complain that I am not able to come up with even one decent sentence for the whole day today! Writing a small 4-sentences mail, whose content was somewhat clear, whose importance was questionable anyway, took me a good part of an hour. I just seemed unable to start a sentence, leave alone be able to reach the period aka full-stop in the end. And now tried to start writing a post to compensate for the failures haunting me for the whole day, and guess what, it just proves that I haven't been in any illusion ... I just can't come up with anything worth-while today ...

Yet, I post .. the audacity!

7 comments:

Manikandan said...

Thats cause you suck! Rasucks ftw!

thread said...

This blog is getting worse with every post. Very soon, I'll be your only reader. Oh, and the greek too.

srividya said...

Dude...it is just one of those days yaar....take it easy, and write more frequently...well, you might think abou not posing it, since someone seems to think that the post is really getting worse ;-)....hehe...anyways...as they say - THIS TOO SHALL PASS...

SRILAXMI said...

hey... its been a long time really... was happy to see u still blogging... most of my old blogger mates are off the radar now...!!!

SRILAXMI said...

with regards to ur post, i knw wat u mean... even i m facing the same problem now... sometimes i close word docs without saving coz i hate wat i have written...!!! wat to do...???

kunal said...

you see that tiny red cross on top-right, or spot the delete icon..
use that :P

just kidding, the more canvases you waste the more chance you have of painting that elusive masterpiece :)

mythalez said...

@manik, suck yet win? :P

@paccha, if only .. then i wouldn't bother with you :P

@srividya, isn't this one of the first times that you have commented? see, every post serves some purpose :P

@Srilaxmi, yeah, most blogs tend to die a slow agonising death :P .. as for writing, all you can do is write again :)

@kunal, whaat! delete a post? never! Rather, I do a [ctrl-a]+del and then restart :D