Thursday, April 28, 2005

mfsgdrsolif ,fxm

Randomly hit the keys of the keyboard. Thats something i do when i am really frustrated.
I am sick of myself.
I am a complete loser.
Reaction: "What! how can u say that. u r soo good blah blah yaak yaak ....
Trust me people, i am just a phony guy who fakes very well.
I am not frustrated because of any particular reason. A lot of factors have contributed to it.
I want to rehaul a lot of things. But i wont do it. I cant. It will continue and it will all be rosy in the end, hence it wouldnt matter then.
As i was saying, i am currently sick of myself. Anyway out?? All suggestions other than those involving the loss of my life are welcome.

So did this make me feel better? No. Relieved?? Yes.

4 comments:

agastyabhrata said...

"Ignorance is Bliss" - how true!

Anonymous said...

Ok let me try. Now this word 'painfully beautiful' that you really loved? think about it...is there any pleasure in the beauty if there was no sorrow in the pain?
Basically, live through it, man, 'coz life needs these lows to rise out of mediocrity. but while it lasts, its tough, there's no point denying it coz its as true as can be, but accept it and thats where the amendments begin...so take care!

mythalez said...

@sagar This is not a fake post.
@sage sometimes :D
@persephone but some lows stay throughout the life. Though am not complaining :)
@sreejith random means just pressin some keys without thinking of what your are doing.

NewYorkMoments said...

Just drink yourself silly.